Tonight, I realized something important; Life’s too short. Cliche and corny? Yes. But true.
In order to get better, you have to want to get better. I’m not saying I’m clinically depressed or anything (because I most definitely am not), but I can’t keep coming onto this blog and trapping myself in this… corner of sadness. Yes, there are times when I feel sad. Yes, there are times when I just want to scream and yell and run away. But I can’t keep tearing myself down and convincing myself that life is horrible. It’s not. Maybe in times like these I’ll come back to this blog; not to post anything, but just scroll through.
No, my insecurities will not vanish. No, I will not automatically gain a boost of confidence after leaving this blog. No, all my sadness won’t disappear. But this is the first step that I need to take. Life is too short.
Maybe I’ll make another blog about staying strong or the good things in life or fashion or food. Hell, I might even make a One Direction blog. But I can’t keep posting on this blog. I just don’t think its healthy to be this sad. I’m only fourteen. I still have a whole life ahead of me.
I’m not making this post because I have hundreds of followers that’ll be concerned if I stop posting. I don’t even have a hundred followers. But I know I’d be pretty annoyed if one of the blogs I’m following all of a sudden just stopped possting, and never did again. Half of you won’t even see this, and the other half probably won’t care, but I just wanted you all to know.
I’m pretty sure I won’t delete this blog. Maybe when I’m a little older I can come back and look at the person I used to be.
Thanks for reading this and for following me in the first place. Feel free to unfollow. There’s no point if I’m not posting, anyway.
If you ever need anyone to talk to, I’m all ears. Just send me a DM or something on Twitter; https://twitter.com/ohsnapitzyoyo :) Kk. Bye