Tonight, I realized something important; Life’s too short. Cliche and corny? Yes. But true.
In order to get better, you have to want to get better. I’m not saying I’m clinically depressed or anything (because I most definitely am not), but I can’t keep coming onto this blog and trapping myself in this… corner of sadness. Yes, there are times when I feel sad. Yes, there are times when I just want to scream and yell and run away. But I can’t keep tearing myself down and convincing myself that life is horrible. It’s not. Maybe in times like these I’ll come back to this blog; not to post anything, but just scroll through.
No, my insecurities will not vanish. No, I will not automatically gain a boost of confidence after leaving this blog. No, all my sadness won’t disappear. But this is the first step that I need to take. Life is too short.
Maybe I’ll make another blog about staying strong or the good things in life or fashion or food. Hell, I might even make a One Direction blog. But I can’t keep posting on this blog. I just don’t think its healthy to be this sad. I’m only fourteen. I still have a whole life ahead of me.
I’m not making this post because I have hundreds of followers that’ll be concerned if I stop posting. I don’t even have a hundred followers. But I know I’d be pretty annoyed if one of the blogs I’m following all of a sudden just stopped possting, and never did again. Half of you won’t even see this, and the other half probably won’t care, but I just wanted you all to know.
I’m pretty sure I won’t delete this blog. Maybe when I’m a little older I can come back and look at the person I used to be.
Thanks for reading this and for following me in the first place. Feel free to unfollow. There’s no point if I’m not posting, anyway.
- Yolanda
If you ever need anyone to talk to, I’m all ears. Just send me a DM or something on Twitter; https://twitter.com/ohsnapitzyoyo :) Kk. Bye
